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Monday, July 22, 2013

Hateful Heart

Monday, 22nd of July 2013, 0530 hours.

Have you ever hate yourself so much that you even thought that you, yourself should not even exist.
I am currently thinking that way.

I hate my self.
I hate how I am lazy and unproductive towards life but still laze around on the floor reading 'mangas'* and sleep almost half of the day.
I hate how I am incapable to motivate my self in doing anything big and impressive.
I hate how I spend to much on foods.
I hate how I dont know how to manage my funds.
I hate everything about me.

But I know this will not even dent my laziness and unthrifty barrier at all.
I hate my self...

Trying to write more,

Islam is for me~

Islam is for me~
الله اكبر الله اكبر
Allah is Great, Allah is Great
الله اكبر كبيرا
Allah is the Greatest
والحمد لله كثيرا
And All praise be to Allah
وسبحان الله بكرة وأصيلا
And glory be to him morning and evening.
ولا اله الا الله وحده
And There is no god but Allah, alone
صدق وعده ونصر عبده وأعز جنده وهزم الاحزاب وحده
He was true to His promise, He granted victory to His follower, He supported His group, And He conquered the parties of evil all by Himself.
لا اله الا الله
There is no god but Allah.
ولا نعبد الا اياه مخلصين له الدين ولو كره الكافرون
we worship no one but Him, we will sincerely follow the religion for Him,
Even against the wishes of the unbelievers.