Out with the old and In with the new~

So tomorrow is 1st of January 2012.
It will be a new year.
But I just cant get in the mood of celebrating new year's right now.
Got finals just right around the corner in 4 days...
Havent read or revise any subject...
What am I going to do???

While everyone seems happy enough about the upcoming new year...
So I guess Happy New Year to all of you people in the world~!!!
And I'm gonna get back to work.
Bye.
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They Can't Seem To Stop...

My life have always been like this...

"Hey, we hate you. Why cant you understand that word??? We HATE you!!! Loser~!!! Yo, fatty! There's a monster walking the corridor."

And those piercing stares when I walked.
Those silent murmurs gossiping about how bad I am or how evil I am...
Those constant bullying...
Those constant lost of things...
Until it make me want to disappear and never be found again.
Until the end of time.

Whirlwind of emotions~

On Thursday, 1st of December.
I got a call from an unknown land line number.
I didnt think much on it...
Answered and a man's voice asked a confirmation of name.
Asking me if it's me who answering the phone...
I said yeah, it is me whose on the line.

Heart of a Doll~

Heart of A Doll

I'm being torn apart...

My heart has been reaped out
My eyes are bleeding these dark red tears
Have you had your fun pulling my string
To you I'm just a doll to be played with
Till my death you'll never stop

My 1200 Kilometers Travel~

I bet it makes you wonder why the hell does my post's title seems outrages...

Huhuhuhu~

4th November 2011,
The day of my last wall before my whole week mid-semester break~ (Of course it's a test. What else could possibly torment me so)
Due to the test ended at 2200,
I didnt have the confidence that I'll make it to Melaka Central to aboard my bus due to a lot of problems...
For example, my unpack luggage... (This is kinda a very big problem for me...)
For that, I took the next day for the trip home.
Pack my stuff and essential.
Sleep at 0130...

The day where I almost went "BOOOOM and splat~"

2nd of October 2011, Wednesday...
Due mid-sem break next week,
I'm planning to relax and let my swollen feet to rest...
But before going to that part,
It seems that I have to climb over the wall of tests before I'm set free for the week...

Nine hundred~

This is another feat done my readers for making my page views rocketed to 900 in the period of 2 and half weeks.
Can't wait till reach 1000 page views...
Even though my follower arent increasing at all~

I want to thank all of those who are not from Malaysia for reading my nonsense blog...
And to my beloved Malaysian, I thank you for reading my posts which are almost dead boring...

Thank you all...
I really appreciate all your support...
Love RaiNZ RuLeZ...!!!

Almost shopaholic-ky~

26th of October 2011, Wednesday...
It's a holiday day here today.
Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends all over the world~!!!

So I was so out of idea on how to spend my day other than doing my assignments...

You Do not WANT to Read This~

Saturday, 22nd of October 2011...

It was a very busy day...

Morning,
I have to go to the main campus to clean our SPR(Anti-Corruption Body) room because next week we got a visitor to come and look at it.
Coincidentally, that day was the day where the graduate student have their convocation so there are a lot of mini shops and stalls.
I arrived at 0930...
We finish cleaning at 1100 something...
And my bus ride home was on 1400...
I had to kill a lot of time until then.
I went to the various stalls and shops...
Bought foods mainly and just sight seeing everything else...

At last, my savior...

19 October 2011...

I had to skip a class due to the transport to the main campus ends at 0900 but I wake up at 0930...
Thus making me unable to attend to class...

Sigh...
What a stupid day to become even more stupid...

UnLuCkY~

18 October 2011
Today is kinda havoc~

I came home at 0000 hours yesterday, I slept at 0030 due to some arranging stuff to do tomorrow.
I wake up at 0830 by my housemate knocks on my door. This overslept is due to my cramp on my right thigh...

Why you ask???

Mild-day~

17 of October 2011...
I am officially out of money....
There is like RM 0.80 in my wallet and RM 11.94 in my bank account but it cant be withdrawn cuz it have to have a balance of RM 10.00 minimum...

Thank goodness I had a friend who are willing to buy my lunch for me...
If not, I'll be a lifeless corpse by the end of the day...

This is due to...

-payments for books, lab coat, faculty's t-shirt and few registry fees for the clubs that I entered.

-foods, of course.

-stuff that I need but my parents werent there to pay them for me.

and few stuff that I dont need but still bought it...

Sigh....
I did go thrifty on my spending but it seems that I am still incapable to stretch my spending money...

Hope that my PTPTN loan come soon...
I'm dying without my money...

First Day of Work~

As you can see right now, I'm working but still live as an Univeristy student...

I works as a Cyber Cafe's counter manager or something like that...
It just a duty where I look after the cyber for few hours and switch with someone else for the day...

So today at 1800 hours my duty starts~
Well wish me luck in working till the end of the year...
Plus this job is scoring me some mooneyy~
I got RM 3.41 per hour based to my qualification...
Well it is a bit low than most job but what the heck, it's still money~

So that's all for today~
Will be updating frequently if I'm on duty...
Only if I have complaints to write down...
Which I would have a lot...
XD

Buh-bye then,
With love from RaiNZ RuLeZ... !!!

I'm amazed and thankful~

The reason for this is that I want to thank all of those who are not from Malaysia for reading my nonsense blog...
And to my beloved Malaysian, I thank you for reading my posts which are almost dead boring...

Thank you all...
I really appreciate all your support...
Love RaiNZ RuLeZ...!!!

A Bucket of Tears Again...

Today at 2310 hours on the 8th of October 2011,
I am run over by feelings of humiliation, sorrow, hate, anger, and self-disgust.

It seems life really do hate me...
Well logically, I made them hate me.
I only blame my self again for crying while writing this post because I wasn't strong enough to stand my ground.

If you have read my previous post None of Them Matters...
You'll be finding this post is almost the same except it would be the opposite of it...
So if you wish to ignore my post, please do before you got sucked into my dark swirl of emotions.

Playing Truant~

Today...
A work, school, class, and not resting day...
But I am not working, going to school and class and resting all day...

I got back home from UTeM yesterday just to attend an interview at Menara Yayasan Selangor today~

Well,
it went well...

Now I'm just sleeping off the day at home....

Apologize~

Today...
I want to apologize to my few readers that would love to read my updates
But alas there is no accessibility or time to write my blogs frequently as before...

Worry not for I will not abandon my dear precious readers,
I promise that I'll update at least once a week...
Though it might be on weekends only...
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Well that's all for now...

Sneaky~

Shh...
I'm in my class right now~
Learning while typing this post...

Im kinda tired from running around because today got a PTPTN forms collection...
So I kinda forgot a slip and have to catch a bus home and hastily fly back to UTeM for my 2 p.m. class...

My legs are quite numb right now...
T_T

Finally~

Hahaha~
Finally I got to update my precious blog...

The latest news that I got with me today is that I am currently furthering my studies at Universiti Teknikal Malaysia Melaka
Thank you for all who supported me in the times in need and the congratulatory words.

Next, I'm sorry for the long absent on updating my blog. So sorry the photos for raya can be uploaded cause of a few predicament that I'm in.

And maybe the frequency of my updates will slowly decrease because of my main focus on academic activities.

Thank you for all the support my dear readers...

Mad-Dy-Call Che-kik Up-Sy-Daisy~??? (PaRT 2)

Hahaha~

Mad-Dy-Call Che-Kik Up-Sy-Daisy~ Part 2 is starting with my blood test~

I am here, gladly announcing that I am an O positive blood owner.

That's cover all up on my Medical Check up~
Thanks for staying in tune with me...

Dilemmas~

Hehehe~

Today is kinda special...

Nah, it's not that special at all, I guess...
Everybody else got an email for it and I didnt, so I just and went to check it by myself...
Than walla~
I got it...
XD

Well this does put me in a messy dilemma~
Whether I accept the money or not...
I got another scholarship/loan waiting...
Well this PTPTN did gave me 3 month to think about it...
So I guess, I'll just wait about 2 and half month before submitting the forms...
Yeah, I like to delay all my work...
Dont hate me...
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Celebration Of Victory~

Hahaha~
In about 9 or 8 days,
We muslim will celebrate Eid's Day after about a month of fast in Ramadhan.

I know this post is kinda way too early...
But...
I'm afraid that I might not get to post something on that day of celebrations. XD
Well the main reasons are...
1. I'll be too busy barbecuing the satay (My grandma special treat on Eid's Day)
2. I'll be too busy entertaining my relatives and guest.
3. I'll be too busy helping mom cleaning the house
4. I'll be too busy helping Dad layout the furniture
and of course I'll be too busy eating. It is a day for celebration but in moderation, of course. (LoL~)

But...
Maybe i'll still post something on that day~
Some pictures maybe~
XD

So Happy Eid's Day everybody~!!!

Mad-Dy-Call Che-kik Up-Sy-Daisy~???

Yay~!!!
I'll be entering Universiti Teknikal Malaysia Melaka this September~
But...
There is a huge blocking stone upon my path.
Mad-Dy-Call Che-Kik Up-Sy-Daisy is my term for the demonic Medical Check Up... 
Because it consisted of drawing blood, my blood.
Auch,
My hand still feels the sting of the needle poking through the skin while typing this...

2nd Tutorial...

Hye~!!!

This is also an example of a GIF format picture but I'm still a newbie on this subject and I'm still kinda self-teaching myself on it by clicking here and there. I recommend that you do that too after reading this tutorial because it's kinda a basic thing that you can start working with.

Today I would like to write a tutorial on how to make a GIF. format picture, for example like my header above. (Took it down cuz I dont like it anymore)

It's a request from my former classmate and dear friends which are Aremiroul Akim and K. Zhariff~

Okay, let's start~

Come and see~

Here, enjoy a flash first...

Want more~

Click here

Kinda melancholic...

Here I was lying around updating my blog...

Afterward I went and click the next blog button on the navi bar~

I stumble upon a blogger who posted a segment~

Please do click the link to know the details

Later tonight when I went to the same blogger's page and found the results~

In which I didnt even place...

Sigh~

What can I do???

It's just not my luck...

Well what the heck...

Lets just keep on writing even if the world doesnt take notice upon it~

Illegal stuffs but still...

Hye~...
Ermm, you notice what the page title is, right???
So, what I'm about to teach is something illegal...
Yeah, you might want to cover up a bit...
And please leave if you think what I'm writing is stupid, wrong and others...
This is only for the one who are interested.


One of my friend, _______, ask me,
? : Do you know of any new games???
Me : Emm, why dont you check it yourself on any game website such as bigfishgames.com or alawar or any that you know,"
? : Okay. Do you have any new games???
Me : Well, I'm not sure but I'm currently downloading some new ones right now.
? : Owh... How do you download them???
Me : I used some torrent downloader~
? : Can you teach them to me???
Me : Sure...

SAYA JOIN SEGMEN BLOGGER BARU

I'm joining this segment~

Respect, Even If It Is Insignificant Towards You~

In the time of our today...
There is a war that is happening even when we're sleep, eat or doing nothing...
But we hardly notice it.
Not because we're ignorant or not involve...
It is because it is so great that we have become the soldier of that war...
It's a war inside yourself.
How you ask???
People are beginning to fall apart as if the end is near...

None of them matters...

Today I wanted to write something that in the past was my worst nightmare but now it's just words that have little meaning to me...
This video is a side dish to half what I'm about to tell

First day on fast breaking~

The first day of Ramadhan on 1st of August 2011...

It was a nice, pleasant, cool, and calm day...

I decided to make pizzas for our family fast breaking time at 1930 hours..

So I start rolling out the pizza dough on 1600 hours...

Left it for an hour to let it rest...

Then continue patting it down to my tray that I dusted with plain flour...

Left it for an hour...

Suprising Saturday~

30/07/2011...

I was sleeping soundly in my room when suddenly every one of my siblings and parents came to wake me up

I ignored my siblings and Dad until my Mom came as the last resort in waking me up

They all kept telling me that Mom wants to take us out

This going out includes eating so Mom wont be cooking that day

So, reluctantly...

I woke up, took a bath, dressed up and got into the car...

My brother 13th birthday~

Muahahahahaha...~

I like to start with an evil laugh today as I start typing my predicaments down... (sigh~)

Like any other day that I lazed around my room by playing pc and psp games or chating with somebody or just sleeping all day... (Yeah, I'm lazy. So what??? It doesn't kill ya...)

I was in the middle of chatting with an old friend on you all know where, of course, facebook, where else... when suddenly my phone rang...

Tasty Tuesday~

19/07/2011...

Hahahahaha....
It has been long since I bake something from the pastry cook book...
This is some training before the marathon of making dishes for Ramadhan fasting-breaker and cookies for Aidilfitri.

This year my mum is making me in charge of the menu for the whole Ramadhan and Aidilfitri.
I think I'm going to be half alive for Aidilfitri and fully dead on the day of my enrolling into the University with the freaking tons of procedure and stuff to sign...

The day we sacrifice a bit of our time and privilages...

Ramadhan...
It the time of the year where we muslim fast for the day and pray in the night...
Where forgiveness is a must and anger to be let go...
Where the demons will be locked up...
Where people bond and cherish each other...
Enough said...
It's a precious month where all that is good gather.

This will be my 19th year in the month of Ramadhan(plus minus when I was too small to fast).
So, to all muslim out there~...
Happy Fasting~!!!

Frustrated, freaky, furious, funny, and supercalifragilisticexpialidocious Friday.

15/07/2011...

It's the appointed day.
It's when the result of all my freaking hard work for the past year learning at Johor Matriculation College...

This story begins with my mum at the night a few days before the appointed day...
Mum asked me when does the result will come out for my application for entering a University in September.
I said I'm not too sure and I'll get back to her if I had confirm it over with some friends.

My Own~

24 June 2011...

I got my own new brand laptop.
Fujitsu Lifebook L Series LH531
Thanks to my very precious grandmother who bought it for me.
And also to my parent who brought us to MINES.

R. A. G. E. is not the ANSWER

Wednesday Night~
My auntie got a seminar at Kuala Lumpur ~
This was her last night here
She stayed at Puteri Park Hotel, Kuala Lumpur.

To make the story short as possible...
My mum and granny want to visit her
Plus they want to send some stuff to her

Mash Tuesday~

Yesterday
My mum went grocery shopping
That was normal but...
She bought a lot of potatoes~
I wondered what she want to do with it...

THEN THE TRUTH CAME OUT~!!!
She wanted me to make mash potatoes...

Died on the battlefield...

This is how I'm currently feeling
After the total defeat on the mental battlefield

Wacky Day

Yesterday, 29.04.2011
My 2nd brother got back from his vocation school
We waited at Mines for his arrival
Well we waited at the food court specifically
My granny gave me RM50 to go buy my own meal for the day
What's weird was that I went around the food court about 3 times and still didn't find what I was hungry for
Lastly I gave up and went and buy a hot plate
It a dish with noodle and black pepper sauce that are heated up together in a metal plate
Well right after my back touch the seat to my chair
My brother appear

Oh, my lovely door...

Due to extreme boredness

From the day that I got back home

I have been sleeping till 2 p.m.

But it kinda depend on my moods

Even if I got up early

I would probably stuck in front of my freaking laptop

Reading mangas, browsing the internet and other stuffs

That whats my morning life would be until this freaking morning