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Sunday, October 07, 2012

Bored #6

7th of October 2012, 2342 hours.

I'm bored, always am...

But today I'm even more bored.
It's not like I dont have work that I have to do.
It's just that my weekend seems dull and uninteresting.
Even though my assignment are blowing to the roof, still dont have the urge to do it.

Why am I like this always???
Am I that stupid or something...

Bored and stale...

Thursday, October 04, 2012


4th of October 2012, 0105 hour.

My day was as splendid as any other day...

Sun was shining brightly for my path...

Present of happiness was open one by one...

Smiling together we had fun...

Apparently my night wasn't the same...

Came the two visitor of sorrowful heart...

Seeking refuge on a broken hope...

Taking their damages the hope is left...

Tears welling up no one who cared...

Except one of the broken piece...

Together we sit...

Fixing what was left after the storm and thunder...

Our hands full of bruises...

Scars never seem to heal...

Our own heart left on the floor, dusty ever rotting...

Dry tears on our cheeks ever unseen...

No one seem to be near when are the visitor of sorrow except for each other we turn...

Thus the story still continues as tomorrow to come.

Thank you,

Friday, September 14, 2012

One Week~

12th of September 2012, 1958 hours.

It's been nearly one week since I came back to UTeM.
I finally got to be roomie with my friend.
The residential college we got was perfect.
We got a room just for the both of us.
But the sad part is that the location of our place is far away from any restaurant and mart.
Plus cheap transport like bus doesnt come where we're at.
We need to literally walk for a while to a place where the bus is frequently come and go.

That's it for now~

Friday, August 17, 2012

Quick Sand Syndrome

17th of August 2012, Friday.

I was so happy when my parents and siblings came today at 0630 hours.
But it quickly escalated to despair as the minute past by with our interaction thus the 'Quick Sand Syndrome'.

I was trying to avoid my mother because I didnt want her to ask me about my freaking result.
Alas, I failed.
She caught me in front of my laptop so she asked.
I was reluctant to show her.
Yet, I still showed to her.
What a good daughter I am...
Well, back to the current issue.

I showed her and she just stares at the result at first.
Then she kept asking question like 'How are going to graduate if your CGPA is that low?', 'What are going to do if they kick you out?', 'Work, but you're a lazy-boned girl?' and others that I didnt quite hear due to I'm trying to block her presence out of my mind.

I dont know the answer to those questions...
All I can do now is just pray that I'll be okay until the end of my life.
Stuck deep in the gutter,

Monday, August 13, 2012

Conditional approval

13th of August 2012, Monday.

Now for muslim, its the month of fasting, Ramadhan.
And on the 23rd of Ramadhan is my birthday on the Hijiri Calendar.
So, basically yesterday was my birthday too aside from the normal calendar.

Yesterday, at 1700 hours, my grandma and I arrived at my uncle house in Kelantan, Malaysia by bus, in the celebration of the upcoming Syawal where all of our close relative would gather to celebrate.
We came first due to most of the children are still have school and the adults havent receive their days off yet.
I'm basically still in my holidays and I dont want to sit stuck in a car without enough space to even stretch your legs.

So now that I finally have internet connection, I can browse for my results on my finals last semester.
I know it was bad but I didnt expect it to be that bad.
I got pointer below 2.0...
I'm so dead if my parents were to find out about this.
I hope to get back to class to escape from my parents wrath~
Scared to the core of my soul,

Wednesday, July 11, 2012


11th of July 2012, Wednesday, 0121.

At last~
Internet connection.
I've been away from it for like 18 days.
It feels like 2 month.

I feel so left out without internet connection.
But this still not enough.
It's not fast enough.


Thursday, June 07, 2012

Uni Life...

7th of June 2012, 1538.

Just spent my daylight inside the library on the Main Campus.
Not particularly studying for my final.
Just been sitting around,
Downloading stuff.

I've been broke about few weeks already from my student loan.
So right now, my parents are providing me with money as they can.
My parents arent rich people so I didnt expect to be dump a load of cash out front.

Now I'm barely full with anything but beggars cant be chooser.


Bored #5

7th of June 2012, 0118.

Panic and dumbfounded by my own stupidity...


I panic because the last hour to send my work for extra mark was on June 7 2012, 11:59 p.m. and when I looked at the clock it was already 1 in the morning.
I was cursing myself non-stop...
Then a sudden realization.
'I still have like 23 hours to send it before it close the site...'
 I curse myself some more before sending it.

I feel so pathetic.



Tuesday, June 05, 2012

Bored #4

5th of June 2012, 0159.

Due to stress and boredom,
I decided to butt in on one of my old friend since Matriculation on one of her post in Facebook.

She posted about her blog.
It's about early marriage.

Monday, June 04, 2012

Bored #3

4th of June 2012, 2109.

Currently being blown with boredom and no will to do my assignments...

Have been goofing around since I woke up.
Went to Mydin (It's like a mall) to shop around for food for the last three week I'll be in University.
Still, the boredom is still there.

Still goofing around in my room like typing this post and eating my chicken popcorn that I bought during my trip.

I'm bored~!!!


Wednesday, May 30, 2012

She's going to BLOW UP~!!!

30th of May 2012,
It's literally 3:30 in the morning.
I'm still not done with my Database project, my Math assignment, my Data Structure and Algorithm group assignment, and my Operating System group assignment.
Plus, all of them need to be done by today and tomorrow.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Dark day...

13th April 2012, Friday...

That is a lot of bad luck in one lifetime even if I dont believe in those things...
Today did gone for the worse that I could ever imagine.

My 2nd lil bro just got 2 interviews from different University that he pick.
But one of the interview requires you to stay there for 4 days.
He planned to skip that interview and go to the other one.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Finger Choker...

Wednesday, 14 of March 2012.

There was a PC fair at UTeM.
So there was a lot of shops that sell stuffs.
One of them was a ring shop.

Due to the lost of my precious butterfly ring.
I decided to buy another ring.

This time the seller carved my name onto it after I chose one.
I asked him to carve my deviant name which was...
" Laika Zuain Ramtus "
Now it will wound up my left finger or right.

Monday, March 05, 2012

My heart, soul and body...

March. 3rd. 2012. Monday. 0155.

Due to some complication of my action,
I've made some people fall into a few predicaments in these two past month.

Yes, they got mad at me and scold me and threaten me and all.
I dont mind because I know it is MY fault that it happened that way.
And yet my mind kept contemplating about how stupid I was and how useless I was to the group.
If they were to kick me out of the group,
I was ready for it.
But they went lenient on me by giving me a chance with a warning of course.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

BoReD #2

12 February 2012 / 2131 hours,
Laying around in bed.
Bored and unmotivated by anything.

Kept browsing 9gag non-stop since it took my soul~
But day by day, I grew tired of re post, unrelated to gag images and other stupid unrelated things that shouldnt be on the site.
Still, I kept browsing the same site over and over again.
That's how bored I am.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Counting game... BoReD #1

I'm gonna a start a counting post title BoReD #(numbers)...
I wanna see how much I can make until I'm sick and tired of it...

Okay, okay...
I know it's boring...
Heck, it's the freaking title of the freaking post...

I promised that I would post my friends from High School right???
I'll make sure next week it will be posted in my blog.

Please look forward for my entries~


Saturday, January 14, 2012

Pritt~!!! Safe!!!

13th January 2012,
Yeah I am officially home for the whole month...
It's my semester break...
And I'm gonna chill till the end.

So to all the degree student out there, Happy Holidays~!!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

Middle School~

Sekolah Kebangsaan Taming Jaya.

I moved from Batu Caves to Balakong when I entered this school on the year 2000 in May.
Due to my father works.
Let me introduce few of my friends that were closes to me during this times~
Because at that time I was obsessed for few people only so my circle of friend is kinda small... XP
(I hope I get their names correct because my memory is kinda rusty... ^_^;...)

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

Unsuspected Post Entry Idea. Well, Not Really...

As I type this post,
I wondered...
What do I really want to tell to the readers today???
I pondered long for the answers...
But to no avail...
None came.

Islam is for me~

Islam is for me~
الله اكبر الله اكبر
Allah is Great, Allah is Great
الله اكبر كبيرا
Allah is the Greatest
والحمد لله كثيرا
And All praise be to Allah
وسبحان الله بكرة وأصيلا
And glory be to him morning and evening.
ولا اله الا الله وحده
And There is no god but Allah, alone
صدق وعده ونصر عبده وأعز جنده وهزم الاحزاب وحده
He was true to His promise, He granted victory to His follower, He supported His group, And He conquered the parties of evil all by Himself.
لا اله الا الله
There is no god but Allah.
ولا نعبد الا اياه مخلصين له الدين ولو كره الكافرون
we worship no one but Him, we will sincerely follow the religion for Him,
Even against the wishes of the unbelievers.