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Friday, August 17, 2012

Quick Sand Syndrome

17th of August 2012, Friday.

I was so happy when my parents and siblings came today at 0630 hours.
But it quickly escalated to despair as the minute past by with our interaction thus the 'Quick Sand Syndrome'.

I was trying to avoid my mother because I didnt want her to ask me about my freaking result.
Alas, I failed.
She caught me in front of my laptop so she asked.
I was reluctant to show her.
Yet, I still showed to her.
What a good daughter I am...
Well, back to the current issue.

I showed her and she just stares at the result at first.
Then she kept asking question like 'How are going to graduate if your CGPA is that low?', 'What are going to do if they kick you out?', 'Work, but you're a lazy-boned girl?' and others that I didnt quite hear due to I'm trying to block her presence out of my mind.

I dont know the answer to those questions...
All I can do now is just pray that I'll be okay until the end of my life.
Stuck deep in the gutter,

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Islam is for me~
الله اكبر الله اكبر
Allah is Great, Allah is Great
الله اكبر كبيرا
Allah is the Greatest
والحمد لله كثيرا
And All praise be to Allah
وسبحان الله بكرة وأصيلا
And glory be to him morning and evening.
ولا اله الا الله وحده
And There is no god but Allah, alone
صدق وعده ونصر عبده وأعز جنده وهزم الاحزاب وحده
He was true to His promise, He granted victory to His follower, He supported His group, And He conquered the parties of evil all by Himself.
لا اله الا الله
There is no god but Allah.
ولا نعبد الا اياه مخلصين له الدين ولو كره الكافرون
we worship no one but Him, we will sincerely follow the religion for Him,
Even against the wishes of the unbelievers.