Quick Sand Syndrome

17th of August 2012, Friday.

I was so happy when my parents and siblings came today at 0630 hours.
But it quickly escalated to despair as the minute past by with our interaction thus the 'Quick Sand Syndrome'.

I was trying to avoid my mother because I didnt want her to ask me about my freaking result.
Alas, I failed.
She caught me in front of my laptop so she asked.
I was reluctant to show her.
Yet, I still showed to her.
What a good daughter I am...
Well, back to the current issue.

I showed her and she just stares at the result at first.
Then she kept asking question like 'How are going to graduate if your CGPA is that low?', 'What are going to do if they kick you out?', 'Work, but you're a lazy-boned girl?' and others that I didnt quite hear due to I'm trying to block her presence out of my mind.

I dont know the answer to those questions...
All I can do now is just pray that I'll be okay until the end of my life.

Stuck deep in the gutter,