Nearly 3 full year...

Wednesday, 18th of June 2014, 1413 hours...

When 1st September come,
It will be a full 3 year that I have spent my time on my degree.
And yet I have to add another year to it because of my stupidity.

I am not an educated person.
I know I'm not.
But apparently in life you need that one piece of paper called degree or diploma to be more successful.

I'm in a dead end where I'm so terrified that I can never graduate and will be kicked out.
Because I'm too Asian for my own good; I'm afraid to let down my parents.
Like the one in this video~

I wish that I can find what I really want to do before that happen.
I cried my eyes out, stress my brain completely and worn out my body in trying to find what I want to do in life.
I know it's impossible to search for it at such a young age.
But I just don't want to be stuck where ever I am.

All my coursemate are gonna graduate next year leaving me behind.
Not that I am sad for that; I am happy too that they have succeeded in what I have failed.
I see one of my friends already flown so far from her study.
I wished she could have told me so that I could wish for her luck and safety~

All my friends are going far for their goals and yet here I am stuck.
I want to do something,
I really am.
But I indulge in my pleasure too much~

I hope if anybody read this, you are not like me.
I wish that this misfortune doesn't fall upon you, dear readers~

All the best my dear self, please reminisce when you are successful.
Come back here and read whatever you have written here so you can find new courage.